Saturday, August 29, 2015

Making Changes

I don't know if it's from turning 30 last year, seeing friends  my own age lose their lives - or just the fact that time is racing by at a million miles an hour - but I needed to change me as a person and my life, so I am doing it.

I've always been held back by my own self loathing and negativity - enough is enough. My body is fine, it's not perfect but it's done a good job growing two beautiful babies and I need to respect it a lot more than I have been. I am really lucky with how my life is and the people that are in it too. I'm pretty talented in some ways and really need to try and utilise my skills instead of leaving them on the back burner. I moaned too much.

I want to be slimmer, healthier and fit. I want to earn money from my creativity and not waste it finally. I want to have nice things and go on adventures. I want to surround myself with people that are happy for me to have and want these things and not be negative or jealous. I want to stay happy and give the kids the best childhood they can have. I want to be positive!

I want to make the most of every day as if it is my last, and that's exactly what I'm doing.

Thanks for reading,